Well, I turn 30 next week and I am really starting to evaluate my life. I feel like I was in a better place at 25..and now I have taken about 10 steps backwards. Why do I feel that way?? Well, I want to make a list:
1. I am a substitute teacher and I was on the fast track to being an administrator. I went to school and put myself in student loan debt to sub??!!
2. I went from owning my home..(well I still own it) but now we are renting again. I hate renting! It is an added stress of really never settling in.
I will tell you that I went back to the blog I wrote about my new year's resolutions..I am taking better care of myself. I have started to see a therapist, I am now on medicine and I have lost about 35 lbs. I still have about 15 to go but I am feeling better about myself.
I have met some new friends and enjoy spending time with them however I feel like a piece of my life and I are missing..it is my husband.
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