Well, getting a job anywhere in education is possible when you arrive at the right time of the year...we arrived at the very end of the school year because the school year ends a week before Memorial day here....so still no job...I have not been without a job since I started working at 16. Even in the summers, I would work part time or do summer school...
Times have gotten rough and I do not mean financially. We have been very blessed in that department. I mean emotionally. This is where I become selfish for a few minutes and really just put on paper how I am feeling.
I love my husband and what he is doing for his country. I love my two children and do not know what I would do without them...but I AM NOT A STAY AT HOME MOM!! I do not know how people do it...I give them all the credit in the world because being a stay at home mom makes me lazy...Some people will not understand how I can say that but I am not. It is wrecking me...we only have one car at the moment and are waiting to get another one until I get a job. My kids have been in daycare since they were both 8 weeks old..my three year old is having withdraw. He misses playing with friends, being in class to learn his letters, numbers, shapes and just discover the world around him. Now I will say as an educator..I do all of that with my children but it is not the same when MOM is teaching him or when someone else is teaching him.
Also, I am a social butterfly. I love hanging out with friends and spending time with other people..I need some adult interaction!! It is hard to meet people...(my husband is the shy one and does not put himself out there in that way)...I feel very isolated.
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